Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Settling in Corozal ~ beachfront, boa constrictors, and barking dogs
















Those of you following Sandy’s blog (http://sojournerinbelize.blogspot.com/) will know that she has given you a lot more snaps and stories than I have so far. So I’m sure it’s my turn by now. Unfortunately, I dropped my camera on the concrete of the carport, and the lens is permanently out of focus now, so we will have to consider alternative measures for my pics.

Our welcome team beside the banana tree in the parish rectory in Corozal are Miss Linda, people's warden, council members Dorla and Gilda, and treasurer and lay minister Graham.

The fan is cooling the sweat off my brow as I sit in a pleasant little room just off our living/dining area that is serving as my office here. The locals are wondering about the unusually cool weather, and toques and warm caps are on sale for $5 in the stores as the overnight temperature dips below 70F for several nights in a row. I take home communion to one of the faithful after Sunday service, and he tells me from underneath three layers of clothing, “Father, I just couldn’t make it out today, it was so cold” .

After Bishop Philip installed me as priest-in-charge on Feb 7th, we had the parish’s annual meeting immediately after and elected the council. I have had my first round of introductions in the parish and have now taken my first Sunday service and am prepping for Ash Wednesday. David, the parish secretary, works long hours six days a week in the gas station, but he has given up his day off to drive me around town so that we can visit the elderly and the sick and talk and pray with them. He has no car himself, and our diocesan vehicle is still in repair, but he can borrow freely among friends and family. He comes in Saturday nights at 8 after finishing work to start typing and printing the bulletin for Sunday.

In meeting with council, we have decided upon service times and Lenten program. We will have Wednesday morning eucharist at the customary time of 6.30 am, plus a Friday evening program at 6.00 pm, with Stations of the Cross, bible study, discussion, and some educational programming. Sunday morning is to be 7.30 am, with a once a month family service at 9.30 am.

The elementary school attached to the parish has around 180 students, and Wednesday morning is the time I lead them in the weekly school services. The parish of St. Paul’s-by-the-sea has been here since 1882, and the school has also served the community for over a hundred years. I’m impressed with the students knowledge of Scripture and liturgy, and their hearty a cappella singing of hymns and choruses, often memorized rather than sung from a book.

Everywhere, I am “Father Andrew”, which is quite amusing to our James, who decided to call me “Father father” today. Since Corozal’s last priest was female, they got quite used to calling the priest “Rev” (rather than “mother”), so I’m also “Rev” to quite a few people.

I’m touched by the warmth of the welcome. It’s been well over a year since the community has had a priest, so the people report being discouraged by this, and as a corollary, more than delighted to see me and hopeful that we will decide to stay on longer.

Our series of adjustments and teething troubles with our vehicle, with water, showers, and taps in the house, and with the setup (and lack of speed) of the internet, dogs that bark half the night, and roosters that start at 2 am, are no significant deterrent to engaging in the work of ministry, even if they slow us down. I tell myself this is part of the package, and try to allow things to happen in their own time. Parishioners have really extended themselves to make the rectory ready after a long period of rental and a subsequently empty house needing repairs.

This morning I was tempted to cast myself as the hero who slew the dragon to enable us to get TJ to school. In fact I well may have killed the boa constrictor at the gate of the rectory, but it was by unknowingly driving over it rather than armed combat! Our handyman Marco tells us it would do us no harm at a length of 2 feet, and would have to be 15 feet (5m) before menacing us. He himself had two boas each 2 metres long, but in deference to his wife, let them loose (we did not ask where). I suppose our concern was more a revelation of our unawareness.

Corozal residents are proud that their town is a lot safer than Belize City, but at the same time, they exhibit the truth to the middle eastern proverb, “trust in God and tie up your camel”. I am laden with a larger key ring than I usually carry, with 18 keys to cover all the padlocks, exterior locks, interior locks, and general deterrents and precautions around the rectory and the church.

Our first Sunday had 180 people, since we have a family service, and all school students are expected to attend. Other Sundays of the month tend to be around 20-30, so I understand that having 37 for my first Sunday was more than expected.

I have to strain to pick up on the Belizean Kriol at times, but basic communication is sound. Spanish is everywhere around us, even if English is the official language. We also observe that the Chinese and Indian communities are very noticeable, and restaurants and corner stores are frequently operated by Asian families. After the big Valentine’s party the town held on Sunday night at the beach, we had Chinese new year celebrated with dragons and firecrackers on Monday up our street, and now it’s Mardi Gras. Apparently that is not nearly so popular as I was guessing.

One of the many touching moments for me was on Sunday afternoon ~ a visit to a small outpost for a 4.00 pm Eucharist in the carport of one of the parishioners. The small village of Libertad is about 20 minutes south of Corozal, and the congregation consists of essentially one large extended family. The grandchildren are dressed beautifully and delight to my guitar music as they participate. They all take turns to play with the pick, as I make the chord shapes to help them through “Give me oil in my lamp”, “This is the day” and “I have decided to follow Jesus”. So much of this has moments of nostalgia for me, reminding me of growing up in Britain in the 60s and 70s, where as a youngster I would visit outlying villages for Sunday afternoon services, and worship with people who looked like they had a very basic existence, yet could exude so much joy and beauty in the midst of what appears to us to be limitation and deprivation. Sometimes I shed a tear of joy and gratitude that I am privileged to share in this experience of being family-in-faith with these dear people.

Thursday, February 4, 2010











Days 1 + 2 : Sun Jan 31 and Mon Feb 01

We start at 4.30 am with a 40 minute walk in the dark, mild, and moist air of Qualicm Beach. We had planned on a 6 am alarm, but since we were both awake, why not take our customary walk a little earlier than usual?

By 7.15 we are on the road, through the patchy fog, with a van packed to the gills. Suitcases with a 50lb allowance are strategically packed to 49.5 lb, including we hope, quite a number of gifts and other things to use or leave behind, and with a view to leaving space for some items to return home with.

Marvellous views of the marine fog over the Finlayson Arm as we descend the Malahat pass and capture with our mind’s eye (the camera being out of reach) the mystical and misty suspension which hints at our hidden consciousness in this auspicious moment of transition. Sometimes we are in the fog, sometimes we are above the fog, and sometimes the sun clears our way. Isn’t it so?

No doubt, some of you may be asking, “what’;s with this Greek code language in the blog? Synergos? Enkrateia? Where did that come from?

A short explanation. Synergos is a word used in Christian Scripture to describe a sp;iritual “co-worker”, or as we might say today in contemporary ecclesiology as it relates to our current trip, a “partner in mission” . Paul refers to Timothy as his synergos
(Rom 16.21).

One of the learnings of mission history is how to distinguish between a complimentary partnership based on shared vision and commonality, and a culture-laden imposition of colonialist values. The subversion of mission is to reduce it to “colonise (as in, take over), civilise (as though no culture of intrinsic value existed), and Christianize (at least, in a way that implied that God was absent prior to our arrival).

Mon Feb 01

But back to the observations. Thanks to Sandy’s sleuthing, we have the Fairfield Marriot in Dallas for $61 (reg. $200 a night). Breakfast is included, and I make myself a waffle shaped like the state of Texas and served up on a styrofoam plate, with microwaveable assorted breakfast burger and burrito materials.

Our van driver for the hotel is partly deaf from a hunting accident last month, he tells us, as he explains why we need to speak up. His gun shot completely deafened him, but at least he got his deer. 33F as we wake up in Dallas, and our driver say it went down to 6F not long ago. At least the weather does not conform to my image of Texas, I suppose.

DFW airlines throws us a further curve ball with potential visa requirements for entry into Belize, but a quick phone call to Jill Cruse in Toronto, plus a little deft work and a supportive American Airlines agent (thank you Sally!), gets us on the plane and on our way.

Belize City, and it’s that tropical feel of palm trees and more.

My observation of the journey to the city is the colourfully or at least neatly dressed schoolkids against a background of industrial buildings, ruts in the road, and hodge-podge development.

The diocesan guest house provides a multiply-locked and secure haven for our first night. We are advised not to walk on certain streets, and not to walk after dark in particular areas. Mario has painted the railing on our stairs and balcony, and we see this as part of our welcome

The chicken is truly delicious and we are introduced to the staple of beans, rice, and tortillas as Belize food for our first dinner, awaiting us on the kitchen table

Belize City, at around 70,000 population, is the largest community in a country of around 275,000 inhabitants. The headline news in the local paper is of a spate of murders over the past weekend in the city perpetrated by youth with guns.

Friday, January 29, 2010

January is Preparation Month





I remember the summer of 1972. I was 13 at the time, and it was the first time we travelled outside of the UK. We had an opportunity to exchange homes with a Mennonite pastor in Amsterdam for a vacation, and we took off, all five of the family, in our 1970 Morris Traveller (license plate SCS 108J) for nearly three weeks of adventure.

Somewhere up in the attic there lies a box containing the journal I faithfully kept each night (well, nearly each night) of the travels we took in the Netherlands, the sights and people we met, and the impressions they made on me.

Now I am preparing to enter the land of journals again, and this time is a first time for me to “blog” ~ to journal in cyberspace and describe the stories, experiences, and impressions of a sabbatical period of breaking up the pattern of my life and ministry in BC to experience reflection, education, partnership in mission, and renewal in Central America and the West Indies.

I write at the point of departure for our visit to Belize, where, along with Sandy, and two of our family, James and TJ, we will be guests of the Diocese of Belize, and where I will be working as priest-in-charge of the parish of St. Paul, Corozal Town, on the northern tip of Belize, close to the Mexican border.

Clare and Iain (the two in the center of the family Christmas picture) are remaining here in Canada for school and work.

Our story begins several years ago, when I first began putting together a plan for the elements of a sabbatical program in conversation with our Bishop, James Cowan, and with my parish council.

I contacted Clementina Thomas, who staffs the partnership programs in the national office, to ask about including an element of mission partnership in my program, and I was delighted to discover that the Partnership Office was drafting a new program, similar in spirit to the theological students’ internship program (TSIIP – link) and designed for clergy going on sabbatical. I was destined to be the guinea-pig for Continuing Education in Global Ministry (I guess this will become CEGM one day, if the guinea-pig survives the testing!).

Our picture from Church House in Toronto has the Anglican students and interns who were part of the ecumenical orientation: in the back row next to us are Will Ferrey (Diocese of BC, travelling to Sri Lanka), Robert Camara (Diocese of Montreal, travelling to Brazil), and in the front row are Kerry Brennan (Dicese of Ottawa, travelling to Jerusalem), along with Clementina Thomas on the right, the staff member who organizes and administers Global Partnership ministries and programs.
Now I might have decided for a mission or sabbatical to hop on a plane and help a parish somewhere far away to build a school or a hall. And that is one undoubtedly one very noble form of mission in today’s global village. But CEGM is a little different. And construction skills are, shall we say, a growth area for me, where I might be more of an intrusion than a helper in a short-term situation.

My first observation of difference for this program is how comprehensive it is. It contains both a national Anglican perspective and an ecumenical experience of preparation and orientation, to be followed by debriefing and reflection later.

This has meant return travel from BC to Toronto for a two-week session in January, followed by our trip to the Central America and the West Indies, Jan 31-May 08, and after our return, a further trip to Toronto in the Fall.

Secondly, it contains a unique mixture of sabbatical concepts, that is, it is both a rest from regular patterns and routines of ministry, and it is a planned educational experience, and it is a participation in the wider mission and communion of the church.

Our days in the orientation program were packed from morning to night with intense activities, skilled resource people, and intercultural skill development opportunities. It was a very fruitful time, and I would certainly recommend it to others.
Let me pick just one anecdote for now. We had a visit from a First Nation elder, Pauline Shirt, a Cree and Ojibway speaker who honours both her aboriginal ways and her United Church heritage. As she prayed a blessing for us on our travels, she said a blue jay came to her in her vision. She explained to us afterward that in her traditions, the blue jay is known as the “gossiper”, who travels to tell the message of the arrival of guests. Our hosts all around the world were being alerted on the spiritual airwaves to our arrival, and were already making preparation for us!
I invite you to travel with us on the electronic airwaves over the coming months. I'll aim for weekly updates.
Andrew :)